school monday

ok so i am soooo excited , school starts monday. i have not blogged most of the summer because we had a family crisis i cannot share about and have been very depressed, when i get down like this i cannot write. I am feeling a little better and learning a lot about myself even though our crisis is not over yet. As far as zeke, things are pretty good he is still in the hospital they are getting the vent i told them about. In fact the unit is pretty excited about it. It claims that babys as little as 6 lbs can use it. The home vent they have tried him on says 12 1bs. He is 16 1bs but his lungs are like a infant. It has had to go through all the hospital committees and they all have to train on it so it most likely be another month. He will be the first baby at our hospital to try it. They also have asked me to be on a advisory board for a group about children using high technology. I had the discharge planner come to me and tell me what special little boy he is and that there is reason he is there at the hospital, it helped me to hear that, i get so down that he cannot come home. Estie is going to school full time this year, ha ha on the docs who said she was not compatable with life.